Depressed....?

Today I went for a walk. Just missing the sunshine.
I like walking under the sun.
and hate keeping myself indoors.

No work today, at all.
My mind seems to be freezed for a long time, esp. the past two weeks.
Consciousness regained, all in a sudden

How's the world? how's the society?
i found that can no longer keep myself in this situation --
satisfying my this advantaged position in this social structure, busy working for my own silly essays for my own higher academic achievements but doing nothing to help the enormous unfairness in the world.

Once i hoped my dissertation can help give a better picture of discrimination of youth in Hong Kong.
but now I found that I'm too outdated -- many things have changed.

Recalled my reason to come here,
complex: nostalgia for university life, for experience, to know what is social anthropolgy, to raise my future bargaining power to strive for goods in future
-- that's it, this functional reason of 'bargaining power', regained my motivation right now.

Hope this articlehaven't scared you.
Just feel depressed that I nearly have forgotten my dream and ambition since I've come here....

Enjoy your days, my dears! :)