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Thursday, March 31, 2005

太子戲院

希望沒有記錯名字,但總之是位於太子的一間四十蚊全日任睇的三級片戲院

記得兩年前,為了好奇,為了八卦,我和朋友每人花了四十大元走入去看。

未去之前,總覺得這種戲院的客人,應該大都是阿叔阿伯;而且應該幾污糟。
進去之後所見,果然多阿叔,果然多阿伯,果然好污糟 – 污糟到齋坐都夠驚心動魄,對於我來說似是在看恐怖片多過三級片。

不過其實此行看到的比想像的多

帶隊的是一位中年男性朋友,帶著我這個花靚妹和兩件花靚仔;礙於一起行動就會冇野睇但一個女仔單獨行動恐怕會有危險,於是由較接近”阿叔”的他作先頭部隊單獨行動;而餘下三人則隨後以”嬲”隊形購票入內。

三個人才二十出頭,結果購票時被要求出示身份證。成功購票後,三人入場後便選擇坐在較後的位置以便觀察所有在場的人,現場燈光則一如一般戲院,甚為昏暗。由於嬲字組實在太神奇的關係,三人發現有戲院職員隨後坐於三人旁作監視,應該乃防止三人來踼館也。

場內零零落落,但觀眾也不算太少,約有二三十人,全都是獨行者;除我們外清一色阿叔阿伯。
大熒幕上在的男女親熱鏡頭,明顯的不是”hard core”, 亦即是就角度扮性交也;對於平日看慣四仔的兩位靚仔,鏡頭明顯不太吸引;但三人均被出人意表地趣緻非常的對白吸引住;戲中的男主角竟將自己喻為「雕西家」,將性交喻為一種藝術創作,兼全程口沬橫飛講過不停,內容甚為無厘頭但極其娛樂性。為怕被後面的監視者拖出去打,三人忍笑忍得很辛苦。

此片完,換過下一套;同樣是無厘頭對白,不過相對第一部就較為失色。但三人卻被坐在前五行的一位阿伯所吸引:

(細語)「喂喂,你睇下前面個阿伯佢郁喎」
「嘻嘻,係喎」
「十成九係度打緊飛機啦」
「嘩嘩…你睇你睇,震晒咁….咁實係啦,嘻嘻」

身旁二人不住偷笑,我卻一自緊張:「咁即係…」

於是三人便研究起附近「環境」來:

「嘩,呢度有d白色既乾左既野呀」
「吓」
「嘩,地下好是黏黏地咁既」
「個『登』背好似有怪味喎」
「…」(有人想尖叫不過唔敢)
「不如走咯」
「唔得呀,阿邊個(獨行朋友)未俾signal呀。冇事既,(剛好有往toilet方向前行的阿嬸影飄過)你睇有阿嬸架,有清潔架…」

此刻獨行領隊出動,走向厠所。三人正狐疑其入厠所的目的之際,該旦散隨即出來,往出口方向前行。三人見狀,猶如獲救,隨即逃之夭夭。監視我們的大佬亦可宣告收工。

猶於害怕那大佬其實乃未收工,四人走出大街後方敢作出討論。出乎之料之外,領隊竟然覺得太子戲院份外親切,勾起其年少時的回憶;而我們則覺得有阿伯竟然咁都可以打飛機認真知足常樂。或許這就是代溝:在領隊十五十六少年時的年代,乃是流行看這些三級片和龍虎豹等色情書,他乃這些瘋這些狂為這些偷偷摸摸兼弄得驚心動魄,三五知己偷偷地相約去看咸書看三級片是一種「情趣」。相反,現今的花靚仔生於電腦互聯網年代,上網看色情照片更為方便更不需拋頭露面自己去買;而日本av則因科技的發達 (因為可以燒vcd…)而日漸在港普及起來;對年青人來說,旺角好景的「四樓有四級」阿叔絕對比太子戲院售票員來得親切熟悉,分享三/四仔,一隊足球隊圍坐在一個mon前兼看四仔才是他們的 “情趣”。

這等戲院日益沒落,只餘寥寥數間;領隊雖語帶興奮但亦難掩唏噓。畢竟是事過景遷,時代的變更不斷為一個城市的文化去洗刷變更,沒有人可以阻止,沒有人可以分說好壞,只是教人不捨 ─ 那些回憶的路標,隨著社會的變遷一個接一個被沖洗被刷去。也許這就是享受那所謂的進步時,人們需要付出的代價。但問題我們都被大勢所逼去接受那一套的進步而放棄我們的回憶,我們不能選擇停留;就像是週未走在銅鑼灣的街道上被人群擠擁著前進,不能停下也不能回頭。到底這個社會,能否讓我們有選擇回憶的空間?但又有多少人意識到自己選擇去進步與否的權利,其實在不知不覺間已被剝削了。

Monday, March 28, 2005

sort sort tei...

J is probably driven sort sort tei (=crazy, fearing that u are too 'sort' to sort it out),
by those xyz essays....
telling herself not to work too hard
but just can't tolerate herself to write 16,000 words shit...

just let Oscar Wilde haunted on me
let me write essays in "Happy Prince",
or "A woman of no importance" style...


J Wilde and Daniel Ng (wahahaha~) at Oxford in 2006

Let me play with my essays,
have fun, J!

Dearest intimacy

When I watched about the redevelopment, and the building of MTR in Sai Wan,
I just can't imagine how will Sai Ying Pun, as well as Sai Wan be.

The place carrying my dearest memories
The place with a lovely mix of history and life

I just can't imagine the day when it gets totally different.







Passion.
Hope I can make a hug to you
the dearest imtimacy
for you to understand my passion
towards you

To rush back
get a tripod
get a camera
to walk on you again
to feel your rhythm
and to catch -- to share with my dearest
who are unable to meet you on time

Without him,
I can still make the film
on my own
yet,
i know he's still there
recalled
the dearest intimacy
that of him and I --
probably may have an encore, if he will still be there --
sharing a cigarette and sit on the silent street,
sharing its heartbeat its rhythm,
sharing our mind our soul, as well
once more.

that's the intimacy that can make me feel my soul to be shared
that's my dearest intimacy,
has been admired, is being missed,
yet,
it will be admired and appreciated, again
I assure.

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Two Loves -- Lord Alfred Douglas


(http://www.geocities.com/starparty1/bosie/)
Oscar and Bosie at Oxford in 1893

I dreamed I stood upon a little hill,
And at my feet there lay a ground, that seemed
Like a waste garden, flowering at its will
With buds and blossoms. There were pools that dreamed
Black and unruffled; there were white lilies
A few, and crocuses, and violets
Purple or pale, snake-like fritillaries
Scarce seen for the rank grass, and through green nets
Blue eyes of shy peryenche winked in the sun.
And there were curious flowers, before unknown,
Flowers that were stained with moonlight, or with shades
Of Nature's willful moods; and here a one
That had drunk in the transitory tone
Of one brief moment in a sunset; blades
Of grass that in an hundred springs had been
Slowly but exquisitely nurtured by the stars,
And watered with the scented dew long cupped
In lilies, that for rays of sun had seen
Only God's glory, for never a sunrise mars
The luminous air of Heaven. Beyond, abrupt,
A grey stone wall. o'ergrown with velvet moss
Uprose; and gazing I stood long, all mazed
To see a place so strange, so sweet, so fair.
And as I stood and marvelled, lo! across
The garden came a youth; one hand he raised
To shield him from the sun, his wind-tossed hair
Was twined with flowers, and in his hand he bore
A purple bunch of bursting grapes, his eyes
Were clear as crystal, naked all was he,
White as the snow on pathless mountains frore,
Red were his lips as red wine-spilith that dyes
A marble floor, his brow chalcedony.
And he came near me, with his lips uncurled
And kind, and caught my hand and kissed my mouth,
And gave me grapes to eat, and said, 'Sweet friend,
Come I will show thee shadows of the world
And images of life. See from the South
Comes the pale pageant that hath never an end.'
And lo! within the garden of my dream
I saw two walking on a shining plain
Of golden light. The one did joyous seem
And fair and blooming, and a sweet refrain
Came from his lips; he sang of pretty maids
And joyous love of comely girl and boy,
His eyes were bright, and 'mid the dancing blades
Of golden grass his feet did trip for joy;
And in his hand he held an ivory lute
With strings of gold that were as maidens' hair,
And sang with voice as tuneful as a flute,
And round his neck three chains of roses were.
But he that was his comrade walked aside;
He was full sad and sweet, and his large eyes
Were strange with wondrous brightness, staring wide
With gazing; and he sighed with many sighs
That moved me, and his cheeks were wan and white
Like pallid lilies, and his lips were red
Like poppies, and his hands he clenched tight,
And yet again unclenched, and his head
Was wreathed with moon-flowers pale as lips of death.
A purple robe he wore, o'erwrought in gold
With the device of a great snake, whose breath
Was fiery flame: which when I did behold
I fell a-weeping, and I cried, 'Sweet youth,
Tell me why, sad and sighing, thou dost rove
These pleasent realms? I pray thee speak me sooth
What is thy name?' He said, 'My name is Love.'
Then straight the first did turn himself to me
And cried, 'He lieth, for his name is Shame,
But I am Love, and I was wont to be
Alone in this fair garden, till he came
Unasked by night; I am true Love, I fill
The hearts of boy and girl with mutual flame.'
Then sighing, said the other, 'Have thy will,
I am the love that dare not speak its name.'


Two Loves -- by Lord Alfred Douglas
(Reprinted from The Chameleon, December 1894)


I admire Oscar, and Bosie's guts,
to be themselves
brave enough to defend their own believes and what they have done
under the enormous pressure from the society.
No Shame of it At ALL!!
that's you, that's me, that's us
Why to be shame on ur own desires? ur own affections? ur own feelings?

Why need to entertain those dreadful idiots?
What do these idiots say is a just a funny little complete shit!!
the importance is you is life is me!!!!

that's what, and whom I really admire.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

乞求

親愛的,妳/你們都知道我不是一個習慣乞求別人愛慕憐憫的人

有些人
有些關係
有些事
我自覺盡力, 自覺問心無愧唔會七老八十黎後悔就好
我覺得我已經做了我可以做的
無謂死纏爛打
更無謂把自己迫進個死胡同

人還是需要挺直腰骨去做人去生活


這世界
大得很




今日與Richard 吹水吹開
也不如成真 ---
就不如去Seville走一趟
也許我會愛上這個地方


我不想再在這個城市裏乞求甚麼

Sunday, March 20, 2005

unexpected bonus

有些事件
未親身經歷過
壓根兒不能想像, 這件事, 到底可以怎樣發生

把那所謂神秘的面紗揭開
原來只是這樣而己


人生
上多左個module, unexpected bonus

-----------------------------------------------------

迷茫中, 想起Long vacation

係喎
有d野發生左
都仍然可以處於一個不確定的浮動狀態


是我太天真
這些東西一向都存在
像我這般大鄉里才會大驚小怪


但我想
我其實是詑異
不確定的狀態的覆蓋面原來可以這麼廣


關係
關係又有甚麼關係?

---------------------------------------------

也許
遺憾與錯過
就是人生


我還可以說甚麼?
我還想說甚麼?

Friday, March 18, 2005

world

The world is small,
so small


or is just the university is small,
if someone stays here for life then he'll definitely reach every place
at least a touch.


Out of my expectation
Without any reason
My heart aches,
It is really like a red red rose
Bloody
Like that red


He ruined my imagination to that place


He even invaded that number...


Dear, I just told you a good news
A bad news now,
someone ruined our memories of that place
though,
not a very good imagination orginally...


Let's throw away all our memories then..
Let's throw away our curiousity then...
That'll be better for our present self
perhaps will also be good to our furture self




Do you know?
the fastest method to learn the latest news of somebody
is to type in the "user name" he/she often use
especially the one he/she use for email...

Dear, let us develop a habit of changing user names often

Monday, March 14, 2005

如果你愛我

在這一刻 讓我於高處跌下
而無懼怕 如你愛我
用你的方法承受承受我嗎
但你沒有答話 相信仍在尋覓對白
有些細沙 令一室空氣現在混濁了吧

難得一刻 讓我將真相透露如同病發
如你愛我 用你的一切明白明白我嗎
但我沒有說話 不算疲累
仍舊坐下 轉一個彎
讓灰色知覺慢慢如微塵降下

* 知不知這份愛搖動時 便發現心的層次
這關係 今天美麗未如從前
還有沒有意思 知不知我為你沉下時
在發問我願不願意
這關係 一些缺憾造成懷疑
不著痕跡地情變

讓你讓我愛吧
相對時候仍未太壞
抹一抹它 會飛的終會慢慢如微塵降下

Repeat *

相親相愛直至搖動時 便發現心的層次
這關係 今天美麗未如從前
還有沒有意思 不知不覺直至沉下時
在發問你願不願見 這關係
怎麼接受未如從前 不斷回憶著情意

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Hong Kong looks to life after Tung
By Chris Hogg
BBC News, Hong Kong


So the waiting is over. Hong Kong's leader Tung Chee-hwa has put an end to the rumours and thrown in the towel.
Assuming the Chinese leadership accepts the resignation - which is now seen as a formality - his deputy, Donald Tsang, takes over as acting chief executive.
Mr Tung's departure has fuelled new debate about the future



But what happens next? And perhaps more importantly, what do the events of the last few days tell us about who is really in charge in Hong Kong?

Under the Basic Law, Hong Kong's mini-constitution, a new chief executive has to be selected within six months.

That task falls to an election committee whose 800 members are largely loyal to Beijing.

The term of office of the current committee runs out on 13 July. The election has to be held on a Sunday and the law allows for 120 days of campaigning, so most people assume the election will be held on 10 July.

If it is any later, a new election committee would be needed.

Who would like to run against a sure winner when Beijing has already given him their blessing?

Democrat Martin Lee
Professor Joseph Cheng from City University in Hong Kong said the man tasked with running that election, Donald Tsang, was also the front-runner to win it.

"He is perceived to be a competent civil servant. He has been rated very high in terms of popularity among all the senior officials of the Tung administration," he said.

"People believe that because he is a career civil servant, he will be more neutral [than Mr Tung was] in dealing with the various business groups".

The veteran democrat Martin Lee believes it is unlikely any credible candidate will come forward to challenge Mr Tsang.

"Anyone who has a chance of running and winning the election, would not run. Who would like to run against a sure winner when Beijing has already given him their blessing,?" he said.

Beijing's risk
But some here believe the Beijing authorities may be cautious about giving Mr Tsang a full five-year term, preferring to interpret the Basic Law as requiring Mr Tung's successor only to complete the remaining two years of Mr Tung's term of office before holding a new election in 2007.

There is a risk though. If Mr Tsang is given only two years, other potential candidates in the administration or the business community who are thinking of running against him in 2007 might be unwilling to co-operate with him now, or might even try to sabotage his rule.

So what are Beijing's reservations about Mr Tsang, if he is only to be given a two year term?

Well, he was a former colonial civil servant in the British administration which ran Hong Kong before the handover. He was knighted by the Queen. He is also a devout Roman Catholic.

These factors might be enough to make some in the Chinese leadership suspicious about his loyalty, though he has worked hard to establish his credentials as a good Chinese official.
Mr Tsang is a career diplomat who has worked hard to prove his loyalty

But as Mr Tung discovered, loyalty to Beijing may not be enough.

Despite reports that Mr Tung is resigning due to stress and ill health, some analysts in Hong Kong believe he was sacked by China because he was seen as weak and unpopular.

This is the view of political commentator Steven Vines.

"I think the real lesson of all this is that the government in Beijing has demonstrated very clearly that they hold not only ultimate power but that they are prepared to exercise it," he said.

"If they are prepared to dismiss the most senior official in Hong Kong without any consultation with Hong Kong people whatsoever, it tells you that promises made to Hong Kong by the former paramount leader Deng Xiaoping really don't mean a great deal."

'Sham' autonomy
Mr Deng promised Britain, before the territory was handed back to China, that Hong Kong would be given a high degree of autonomy to run its own affairs. He called it 'One Country, Two Systems'.

"There's no longer Hong Kong people ruling Hong Kong, there's no longer a high degree of autonomy," said Martin Lee.

"If you ask me, 'Is there still one country two systems?' I would say, 'Yes'. There is a much larger system, which is the mainland ruled by [Chinese President] Hu Jintao and [Chinese Premier] Wen Jiabao," he said.

"Then there is the much smaller system of Hong Kong, but it is now ruled by [Chinese Vice-President] Zeng Qinghong, so if you like, that is still 'one country two systems' but Hong Kong is now ruled by different members of the same Communist Party."

Professor Joseph Cheng agreed. After all, he says, under the current system Hong Kong itself only has a limited input into the selection of the next chief executive.

Arguments about how long Mr Tung's replacement should serve, for instance, will be decided in Beijing.

"It is obvious that we will not have the opportunity to discuss the issue of political reforms in detail for the election of the third-term chief executive and beyond," the professor said.

"Whatever arrangements are to be followed, it is obvious that there is no room for Hong Kong people to play any part in deciding our future," he said.




Mixed press for Tung

Hong Kong's papers give departing Chief Executive Tung Chee-hwa a mixed rating, ranging from the charitable to the scathing. While scoring highly for his personal qualities, he is marked down for a perceived failure to solve the region's problems.

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Tung Chee-hwa was kind-hearted and tolerant, honest in performing his duties, utterly loyal in his duties, and noble-hearted; but he and his special administrative region [SAR] government showed inadequacies in many major political tests... Tung Chee-hwa used the mentality and methods of managing a family firm to govern Hong Kong... [He] won individual battles in the end, but lost the war.

Editorial in Ming Pao
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What worries us even more is that Mr Tung's inadequate reasons for resigning were only to cover up the truth that he was 'forced to abdicate' and 'asked to leave' by the central government... If the first chief executive could not smoothly complete his term in office, if the first chief executive was replaced by the central government at will... won't the predicament of the next chief executive be even worse?

Editorial in Apple Daily

More:

Regions and territories: Hong Kong

夜深,你的

ICQ只餘下零零落落的對話

這是無形的空洞感

如果你問我,這一刻我需要甚麼
我會答你,我想要你一個hug

僅此而已


在香港我尚且不會為了這個hug搭的士山長水遠
但在這裏
這一份強烈的空虛空洞
竟令我想坐幾十個鐘飛機飛回來
問你拿一個hug
再飛回去

一個hug (笑)
一個hug,你和我,在香港,根本是一個奇怪組合
在的香港那一個hug甚至一個kiss不會如在這裏般尋常
但我就只想要那一個hug
一個hug的關心和明白
比你斷斷續續問我食過飯,噓寒問暖等更有說服力
全因為我討厭在icq裏的斷斷續續



但為甚麼你是這麼的一個人
你絕不如我的巨型winnie the pooh朋友般又肥又高大般好攬

你的一個簡簡單單的hug卻有如此的魔力
你可知道你隨便的一句說話勝過別人的千言萬語...
我講來講去都只有一個目的
我不管我就想要你的一個hug
我這一刻忍到但我回去我記得我一定會問你
但我會否記得?
希望那天我會翻看今天的notes.




(Note: 瘦,挑, by, c, be, 荷蘭人...等:唔好吃醋,唔係因為你地冇咁重要,只係遇上不同人的不同化學作用而已。此時此刻,我只是在icq上與他偶斷絲蓮 ((好一個term)) 是的,我討厭這種所謂的偶斷絲蓮,我渴望可以一次過將所有的明白了解傾倒。這是我一個想念的原因,此時此刻我真的真的很想要他的一個hug, 此時此刻我真的真的只想要他的一個hug....)

Thursday, March 10, 2005

不為物喜,不以已悲

老實說,這是我平生聽過最虛偽的說話





鞋鞋~~~


愈望愈可愛~~~
Thursday March 10, 07:44 AM
HK leader to announce resignation


HONG KONG (Reuters) - Hong Kong's leader is expected to quit today, ending nearly eight years in office marred by huge pro-democracy demonstrations, recessions and accusations of being no more than Beijing's puppet.

The government said in a statement that Chief Executive Tung Chee-hwa would speak at a news conference at 9:30 a.m. British time. It gave no other details.

Tung, 67, is expected to say he is resigning due to ill health, but there are concerns in Hong Kong that he was fired by Chinese leaders in a violation of their promise to give the city a high degree of autonomy.

Tung, Hong Kong's first post-colonial leader, will admit some of his policies hurt some people in the territory of nearly seven million, but will also say that benefits are starting to take effect, the South China Morning Post said, quoting government sources.

Reports surfaced last week that Tung was stepping down to take up a senior post on an advisory panel in Beijing but he has refused to confirm anything, leading to worries of a power vacuum in the Asian financial hub.

The promotion would allow the unelected chief executive to make a graceful exit and save face for Beijing, which has often had to defend the former shipping tycoon it hand-picked to run the former British colony after it returned to China in 1997.

Pro-democracy activists say the circumstances surrounding his departure have been a rude reminder that Beijing calls the shots in Hong Kong and bode ill for democratic reforms in a city where residents are not allowed to elect their leader.

Tung's deputy, Chief Secretary Donald Tsang, is expected to be named acting leader until Beijing holds a limited election for the post of chief executive within six months.

But sources said Beijing has already selected Tsang to serve out the remainder of Tung's term until mid-2007. If the bespectacled civil service veteran performs well, he could be tapped for a full, five-year term thereafter.

DAMAGE CONTROL

On Saturday, Beijing will announce its decision to limit the next leader's term to two years, the Post said.

It also said Beijing had taken damage-control measures to ensure the political fallout from Tung's departure will be manageable.

Tsang has reportedly met in secret with Chinese leaders and agreed to keep any changes in the governing team to a minimum.

Some Hong Kong people celebrated when they heard of Tung's reported departure, but others have been more subdued, worried about Beijing's growing influence.

"If the next chief executive, like Mr Tung, is anointed by Beijing ...he will be just another lackey of the powers that be. The negative impact on constitutional development would be devastating, because it would be nothing but a big step backwards," pro-democracy law-maker Emily Lau wrote in a newspaper commentary earlier this week.

Analysts believe Beijing will keep Tsang on a tight leash, with little hope for any significant political reforms, let alone full democracy.

Tung's resignation is not expected to be made formal until Saturday, when he is tipped to become vice chairman of China's top advisory body, a post often reserved for retiring officials.

Tung's time in office has been marked by policy blunders, fears about the erosion of basic rights and three recessions.

Unable to vote him out of office, hundreds of thousands of people have poured into the streets demanding full democracy.

Currently, Beijing selects Hong Kong's chief executive and only half of its legislators are directly elected by the public. Pro-democracy activists and many people in the city want the right to elect all of their own leaders.

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

我想我真的是少了那條根

總是彷彿少了些甚麼
一直都彷如行屍走肉

今天看E的Blog 我總於知道原因
就是那條根/筋

像E
男人之家
坐地鐵都會八八卦卦
看人閱人

忽然recall
我曾幾何時也是個比他八卦之人
在那個地方
我的感覺彷如蜘蛛網
不止在我身體內身體上發展
更伸展至我所遇到看到的
認識的不認識的人
去嘗試了解他們所作所想的
講衰d亦即在編故事
在那裏
行人是浪漫的

但我在這裡卻築不起蜘蛛網
老實
在這個城市裏不太築得起
或許是人少
更或許是在這裏少了條根
也更或許總是少了份共鳴

感覺伸展不出去
是難過鬱悶的


終於了解
一個很不official 的原因
為甚麼Manchester 和 Glasgow 甚至 London 比 Edinburgh 嘈亂兼污糟冇文化氣息我都依然喜愛有加
也許是在那裏我可以找到共嗚
我可以築起我的蜘蛛網
不過相信這個原因只有我才明白

Tuesday, March 08, 2005





















在內河上 我在內河上
望著沿岸高潮 快救活我 溫暖我十秒
快將我怨念傳召 誰還在內河上 猶如做夢那樣
但奈何沒有天橋 跨不過這雙臂膀
會將你壯麗忘掉 如果有這需要

差不多不懂感動
就像死掉了 兩腳竟能震動 不應該這麼激動
仍然能夠哭 我眼睛還有用 咬住我這雙手吧
但願這陣痛 說我不是發夢 你為何這麼衝動
拿流浪的軀體抱擁 直到筋竭力窮

Friday, March 04, 2005

My Love is Like a Red Red Rose

My love is like a red red rose
That's newly sprung in June:
My love is like the melodie
That's sweetly play'd in tune.

So fair art thou, my bonnie lass (lad),
So deep in love am I:
And I will love thee still, my dear,
Till a' the seas gang dry.

Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear.
And the rocks melt wi' the sun:
And I will love thee still, my dear,
While the sands o'life shall run.

And fare thee weel, my only love,
And fare thee weel awhile!
And I will come again, my love,
Tho' it were ten thousand mile.


- My Love is Like a Red Red Rose -- Robert Burns

唔知當年有邊個係同我一齊唱過 "turtle dove"
但如果仲記得歌詞 (嘩嘩嘩, form2呀, 成10年前呀!!!)
compare起出黎
真係好似好似
原來
Robert Burns其實一直都係我地生活中存在
Auld Lang Sye都係佢寫
唔單止虛有其表呀下
好野!!

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

性感

今天上課時
Erika 跟我們說
Flamenco, 最其中一個最sexy 的舞蹈

然後
喝酒時
她又跟我們說
其中某個位她很憤怒
因為我們沒有一個人跳出那神髓

性感


神髓

於是這兩天
在房內練舞時
我都想著
要怎麼修練性感

性感
不一定是那種要引誘男人(或者女人)來跟你上床的性感
性感
那種吸引不是這麼簡單
那要吸引別人的目光
別人的用神
別人的感動
別人的讚歎

...
那是別人, 在不同的層面
追隨你, 或者更精確的說
和你接觸的欲望 (你可以是身影, 可以是肉體, 也可以是靈魂)

就像彈琴

就如Long Vacation 的教授對瀨名說的
"要打開那道牆"

所以我要好好地捕捉一下這感覺
最要緊的
還是不要再教Erica 氣個半死