Last days in Edinburgh
MY departure suddenly terrifies me.
That's different from uncertainty, but a forever disconnection to it.
I am quite certain that probably I won't come back to this city again, at least in 10, 15, or 20 years.
What will it become after 10, 15, or 20 years?
however i won't be connected to it, nearly at all. Most of my fds will have been gone too, heading back to their own countries, own hometown, or any other parts of the world; but not Edinburgh.
The feeling is strange. I can't tell how it is, but it is just very strange.
Scotland not a place that I dislike. But the distance from my hometown made me quite impossible to be back; my fond of Spain and the financial limitations made me put it at a latter preference.
I'll miss the places I used to go, miss filmhouse, miss the marches, and miss the days with all my friends here -- though you all will leave/have left, but our memories are still living here in Edinburgh. Our stories happened here.
Alright, i still need to go. Gogo, packing~
The things I'll move back to HK
The trashes that will be abandoned here
The mirror that I'll miss
btw, photos of my last travels in UK this year have just uploaded.
yes, sometimes that's better to learn to abandon, so you can get the experience to the feeling to abandon. Later at any point of your life when you must abandon, you then can get it through easier.
That's different from uncertainty, but a forever disconnection to it.
I am quite certain that probably I won't come back to this city again, at least in 10, 15, or 20 years.
What will it become after 10, 15, or 20 years?
however i won't be connected to it, nearly at all. Most of my fds will have been gone too, heading back to their own countries, own hometown, or any other parts of the world; but not Edinburgh.
The feeling is strange. I can't tell how it is, but it is just very strange.
Scotland not a place that I dislike. But the distance from my hometown made me quite impossible to be back; my fond of Spain and the financial limitations made me put it at a latter preference.
I'll miss the places I used to go, miss filmhouse, miss the marches, and miss the days with all my friends here -- though you all will leave/have left, but our memories are still living here in Edinburgh. Our stories happened here.
Alright, i still need to go. Gogo, packing~
The things I'll move back to HK
The trashes that will be abandoned here
The mirror that I'll miss
btw, photos of my last travels in UK this year have just uploaded.
yes, sometimes that's better to learn to abandon, so you can get the experience to the feeling to abandon. Later at any point of your life when you must abandon, you then can get it through easier.
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