Life long wandering.

The idea of life-long wandering excited me
and makes me calm.

I regreted to have booked everything too early.
I should stay longer there.
Enjoy the feeling of wandering around there, where I like.

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I was crying in the morning
I couldn't help.

I was crying on my bed,
I can feel him coming to my bed,
like a passenger on the street,
he asked me whether I'm ok
gave me some comfort and encouragement
then left.

Why him? I don't know.
I thought I have already used to the life without him ---
yes, it is, still.
Just the way of his existence in my mind is different.
He becomes the passenager,
probably with some spiritual power, in my imagination.

I started to long for the wandering.
Getting rid all those hindering me.