Betrayal?

I found that gay guys usually more appeal to me.

Dunno why, probably is the realization process for them as a gay, counts for their character -- a kind of character that is honest to oneself.

That's why today i kept asking P silly questions about gays.

yet I've also asked him about marriage.

Just want to know, how deep is this route 'take it for granted' in a man's head.

Who is willing to think of other possibilites? Who is dare to do so?



That's why i love Oscar Wilde, so adored.


Maybe i'm just ruleness
I am tired of the rules.
even get annoyed.

Like Sabina, I like betrayals
Yet, is betrayal already my rule?
probably I should start to betray myself,
or not?

The rule is to think about your future.
So i am not going to do that.
just leave it my girl, who bother to distinguish it? you are not Milan Kundera